To my Pa..

We laugh we cry, we remember our motherhood,

We fall we get up, we remember Her.

In rain in shine, in shiver in emptiness,

We miss her so much. Gosh ! she Is such a being.

But why not somebody remember those unspoken eyes which were always watching us in every walk of ours.

Whether we were awake or deeply slept, those hands were always praying for our well being.

In despair in sorrow that firmness always stood besides us,

Bothering for us thus, causing every gesture of their care into painless battle for us.

When we fought with our friends, when we scored low in a subject

these were the hands that assured that all will be fine some day, and made it possible for us.

They berated us for things not done right, then showered with their love.

They scowled at us for raising our tantrums but still made up for them .

They held us tight, they held us warm.

When we had a nightmare they sang tunes to set our fears beyond.

He was as rowdy as a stone and cared as soft as a mother’s womb.

His callous eyes were my watchguard in every step of my life.

He was resolute in his actions and protective in his ways,

And there are things that I might have forgotten but his love inside me doesn’t fail to recognize that grace.

He was always far, working to make my days bright and shine.

I missed his presence and cribbed, for he not playing with me in my time.

But no sooner I realized that all that pain was worth the gain.

And now I wanna hold this toast up for my Daddy to tell him how much I’m proud to have one of a kind.

His gentleness I aspire to achieve.

His affection I perceive to yield

His mould I wish I can fit in

To raise yet another generation as strong and firm in all means.

A simple hello!!!!!!!!

 I have always felt syampathetic and compassionate for those i have seen walking lonely in the campus, for the ones who accompany lonliness, for the ones who throng no food jaunts and gossip with none. i always felt touched but i did nothing, precisely not because I didn’t want to but I dint know what and how to and always kept telling myself that someone else would be initiating this drive. I didn't take time to really think about the depth the pain of loneliness could cause. Then one day i thought what if i pick out a few minutes from my so called busy schedule to simply begin with a "hello" to those “someones” or just and chat with those “someones”, trust me it wasn’t difficult.It not only brightened “someones” else's moments but also made me like myself for those few moments that I never knew I had .There are things in life we all know but we are somewhere reluctant to let ourselves realize that we know. With experience I tell you , “initiative “is not that a difficult thing to practice,and with that i just added a link to the chain which otherwise would have snapped.

In the regular day today “prentence practice” we give excuses to the rest of the world , and by the end of the day we get so good at it , that we start giving excuses to ourselves too, like……we don't have time for ourselves then where from to manage time for others.But mark my words, we are definetly more than free to find and somehow even manage time ,from our “extremely busy schedule” to be extra vigilant about someone else's business and further more take the audacious lead to begin the loop of circulation of this hoplessly “not-required “information,but what if you are asked to spend a slice of the time slot you would otherwise spent getting involved in more of the similar crap.A simple hello surely would bring a smile on their face.sometimes these little things have everlasting impressions.




Everybody talks about helping others,ready to take their pain , its very easy to say but when actually what you say is tried out you are not with the rhythm of your own words. we are god's creation filled with emotions and can share our feelings still we are most reluctant in doing so and extending our hands towards those who are lost in the darkness of loneliness,tears and grief.If we are not able to keep our nature and humanity alive within us then where is the difference between us,trees and stones?They too come into existence,decay and die.When it is dark enough man see's the star but who'll going to open the window and make one believe that there is hope,after every dark night comes the new day so what ,it took sometime.Last but not the least so many people are rude and self absorbed,rushing through their day demanding attention,demanding things and there are people who are lost in the midst of loneliness.and i think how easy it is just to say "a simple hello" and it make the world of difference to those around us. Let's go out of our way to show them the love with our simple hello because this's someting they are getting without expectations.

GRATITUDE

How many times have we asked for certain things from God and how many times do we actually pray when we are happy and contended. The answer to these questions I believe, would probably be many a times when in need but never in deed.

Human beings, as most commonly known are the most selfish animals as they always forget the good done unto them and on the counter side they would always succumb to remember the bad and the worse suffered. Rather than counting the blessings and acknowledging God, we become egocentric and deprive the omnipresent being from our heart full of gratitude.

Thankfulness is an expression of love and respect towards others and if we can’t be thankful to God for infusing within us the confidence that made us what we are today, how can we think of gracing our very own generation that remains constantly engrossed in performing the duties for itself and others.

The realization that our very own being is not so much our responsibility but the blessing of our supernatural power, is what we, as humans, need to develop today.

If God provided us with the senses to think, analyze and react according to the situation then why do we lack in our responsibility and duty to serve Him back too.

But as they say its never too late so why not start from the moment itself and lets all pledge that we shall develop the right attitude of living a wondrous life by showing our gratitude towards everyone that comes to our help even for petty things and henceforth, be grateful to God for giving us the strength and courage to live up with open arms, to welcome the graciousness of life.

SOUL TALK

I used to stand by the window when everybody else danced in the rain.

I used to see people talking and wondering about future when mine lay in dark.

I wanted to soar high and feel just like all, but my destiny had something else to offer!!!

That little pain in my heart grew up so big so as to take my joy with it.

My life was shattered but I never left hope.

People say it’s unfortunate to be born destitute but,

Even though being born with all the luxuries of life, I’m left alone.

I have a living filled with all the material possessions that one can think of but, I survive with the most precious of its kind,

The love and care of my near and dear.

To those who are impecunious, don’t be shattered ‘coz unlike few, like me, you have the beautiful gift from God and that is ‘A Life’ !!!

A life to rejoice,

A life to cry,

A life to dance

and hence to live by this chance.

To savor the taste of life, live it.

Live every moment as if there’s no tomorrow.

Live, so that others can live, ‘coz of you.

BEING On My OWN !

Let me fall into a space where there's just me.

I want to fall into rectitude and precept my being.

Let me live as if there were no today, no tomorrow

As if there was no joy and no sorrow!

Let there be nobody for who I care, coz it hurts.

I was close and now I want no more,

I cried in loneliness, I cried in town.

And it left me shattered and broke.

There is great pain in gain.

And I have had a share of it. Why did it hurt ?

And now its morose and a gleam of abyss darkness seems to fill.

I have crouched to my fear of being asked every often,

but now I want no more of We's but just the silence of peace.

I want a gratifying impression caressing my soul,

to have a sapid space to breathe, to sense, to live

and yes to love, again.

Let me live in Myself. I want just me around.

As I need to rise again coz I'm hurting all in surround.

To-do or to-be, I'm left in this chaotic struggle.

To know what I really want to be,

To believe what I am and to feel what I perceive.

Please let me be empathetic to myself own..!

MaaTritva

Give me strength O Lord, 
To fulfil each dream -
Of those little expectant eyes ...
That look at me.
The eyes, I wish never fill with tears.
I would strive hard to see to that.
Every effort would be made -
To make that little face smile.
The face, which makes me smile each morning...
As I look at her -
Sleeping peacefully in my embrace,
her tiny hand resting on my waist.
The one, who gives me a feeling of completeness,
gives a meaning to my life -
For all that is and all that can be.
Give me strength O Lord,
To be a mother to her, who knows me as one.
She might have belonged to someone else,
Conceived in another womb -
From someone else's seed.
But, she is mine to hold now,
Mine to care and love.
Because, every morning and every night -
I see myself in her eyes...
The sparkling gems that make me -
The richest woman in the world!
Yes, she is mine to hold,
To care and love.

So, give me strength O Lord,
To hold her and, love her as my own -
With much confidence, pride and faith -
That I can be good mother to her and
She would someday proudly say -
"I am hers - to hold, care and love ...
And, she is mine!"